keeping the 'it' out of my life...

its almost a week into the new year and this new year really started off quite nicely, what can go wrong with tv marathons and a steamboat dinner with my favourites... i've got new things to look forward to and feel excited about... this year, or should i say, from now on, my life would be about me and my little duchess... i wake up to little stretches every morning, swollen legs, cracked lips and an aching back... but alls well!

i've started to realise that there are certain things that you can't change... i've decided to give up... even though my perseverance on it hasn't been long... i don't want to care about it, worry about it, fret over it or have anything to do with it... it just makes my frowns deeper, hair whiter, cheeks flabbier and just turns me uglier than i already am... so i've decided to move on... keep the it out of my life and concentrate on pampering myself and my little duchess...

ask my chummies out a little more often, they make me laugh so much... i'm really the silliest looking crap whenever i'm out with them... but it really has always been heaven with them around... nothing else can really beat that... little duchess will be the luckiest duchess to have them as aunties... *reminds myself to bring along ear muffs...* ...fyfyahyi...

my constant support of which i thought supposedly should be is no longer a constant support... maybe plays more of a constant disappointing role than ever... a finger pointing support and a lying one doesn't really count as a reliable one... therefore in this new year a newly made resolution is to not bother... probably makes my life a little more miserable but it definitely beats having to fight the disappointment every time and again...

anyways, i'm still the usual happy self... no worries to all who think i'm upset and want to comfort me... its nothing huge really... because it really doesn't matter to me anymore...

love the ones i love, given up on the rest... ummuackz...