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melissachangehastogetaholdofherlife.bloodyhellgetagrip.shesnotweak.shesnottoletmemoriesplayonher.shesnotlonely.shesgottonsoffriendswhoaretheretohelpherthroughthis.shefeelshurtbutjustdon'tknowifitsrightorwrong.confused.shesdoingtherightthingisntshe?justtellherthatsheisandthateverythingwillturnoutalright.shedoesntwanttohurttheoneshehaslovedeversomuch.theonewhohastaughthersomanythings.caredforherwhenshewassick.cookedforherwhenshewashungry.ironedherclotheswhenshewaslazy.washedherdisheswhenshewastired.memoriesplayedonemotions.itsnotfun.itsconfusingme.ithurts.doubtfulyetsure.shetearsovermemoriesbutneverintendstoletthemtakeover.itsunfairtohim.allsounfairtotheonewhohascaredandcommitted.shefeelsbadbutdontwantguilttomakeadecisionforher.hasshemadetherightdecision?hasshedonetherightthing?shedidnotmeantocausehurttoanyone.yetshehasdoneitallthesame.nomatterhowitallplaysout.itsaloselosesituation.shesconfused.shejustwantstogetoverit.itsdifficultbutitsneverimpossible.aninnocentlovingman.oncetheloveofherlife.oncetheeverythingintheworld.lovebeingreciprocratedthroughdistanceandhurt.shedoesnotmeanitbutitwasinevitable.shesmadeherdecisiontomakeadecision.totheoneshesapartfromshestillcaresandhewillforeverbeaspecialsomeonelockeddeepinsideforallthehappymemoriesgivenandshared.shesreducedtotears.shemisseshimbutshestryingtogetoverit.workmore,playmore,thinkless.