CHUMMIES CONVOCATION!!

Congratulations to all Chummies! We are all graduates now.

I really felt that it was a special moment for all of us, studying together since poly days all the way to university. Unforgettable memories, undeniable happiness and undying support we brought to each other over the years. I guess only Chummies will think of sneaking out of convo through a cargo lift by the toilet.

Thank you to my darling girl for at least remembering that I was graduating. Manfred Chai, thanks for your sweet message and for calling me 'baby'... haha... sounds so scandalous. Anyway, we shall arrange for dinner another day. Hopefully soon. It has been quite sometime since we last met up.

I love everyone who turned up that day. Love Mummy and Daddy, love Chummies, love girl and darling. Much sorries to Ning and Jia jie for not joining you all last night for dinner. My legs were really hurting like a hell lot and I was seriously damn bloody tired. Reached work late today cos I overslept.

Pictures will be up soon, I hope.

Announcements to all Chummies!! Phototaking seesion this coming Saturday, 30 August 2008. Timing will be confirmed through Chummies mail or sms. Please reply with regards to availability.

To you, just wanted to share my happiness with you, that's why the sms. I guess you really are busy. And to Ken Liew - wanted you to attend my convo but you are not around and my jacket is not around as well. Come back quickly. I got so many things to say, plus you owe me nice salmon mayo and my jacket... -.-

GAMBATTE NE!

I have officially started work at my new office! Huge thank you's to the lovely poeple who remembered and messaged me encouraging stuff. Thank you to darling for waking up earlier to send me to work on my first day.

First day at work as a Senior Marketing and Events Executive at ________Pte Ltd. If you know which company then good for you. If you don't know which company I am in, it just means that I don't intend to let you know.

Anyway, it is a local company that handles 6 restaurant brands under their wing. Huge company, huge office. First day at work, everything for me is NEW!! From the desk to telephone to computer. Everything is brand new! The colleagues all seem very nice and easy going. Does not look like a place with politics not as it seems to be in my department that is, but I guess only when you have been in the company for a period of time will you know whether or not it is officially a political warzone.

Anyway, the pay is as well still rather fine. Not much but a quite a jump from my last pay. Not too sure how long I will be able to stay in this company without jumping ship. It all depends... Wish me luck for the rest of the week. I do hope that I will be able to survive long enough.

Good news! Convocation is on Thursday and I have taken half the day off work. Mummy and Daddy will be coming to the Convo as well. Get to spend it with my Family and 'hao jie mei', I am so happy and looking forward to it.

Bad news is that I have not ironed out my gown yet and I am too lazy to get it done. Plus, I don't have a white collared shirt... which totally sucks. Have to think of what I am going to wear on the inside by tomorrow.

Feeling lazy and tired at work today.

With lots of smooches...

DISAPPOINTMENT

After all the lies, after all the deception.

Will we ever be happy together again?

Had no idea how it got to this.

It was for once, now again? Third time?

How much more trust do you need?

How many more wrong decisions?

When will you learn? This time around?

So many examples for you to watch and learn,

never once did you learn from it?

Just disappointed. Utter disappointment.

MOOLAY

Plagued by the recent joblessness in my life over the past 4 mths, I have been having a shortage of money. A lesson that I have learnt during these past few months? Money is the third most important thing in life behind air and water. I'm glad that I had savings to tide me over the past 4 months even though I went to Hong Kong and Thailand, even though I had to pay for my shopping and meals.

Now, I am really low on it and it totally sucks. To the person who probably do not even know that I have this blog, ''YOU OWE MONEY, YOU PAY MONEY''. Wanted to tell you straight in the face but I really do not want to carry on begging you to return me the money you owed like 3 months ago. I mean it really is not being fair to me. I lend you money to tide you over your financial crisis. The least you could do was just to inform me on when you will return and keep to what you said. But, NO! I had to chase you for the hundreds while you ignore my messages.

I really treat you as a friend that was why I decided to lend you the money in the first place. Now I just need my money back to tide me over my own crisis. How selfish can you get? It is not as if I am borrowing money from you can? Don't even bother to give me a simple message to at least assure me that you still remember the money owed. Although I do hope that you will get a chance to read this but I'd rather you do not as well. Just do not want things to sour between us.

Next time I don't want to lend you money liao... Nabei...

Whatever it is, I just want to rant that I lost 500 bucks in investments within the last 3 months. Which totally sucks big time. Wondering so badly how my other 5k investment is holding up. Aaaarrrgggghhhh!! Money, Money, Money... I'm down to my last less than 100 bucks on hand and thank god for the good timing that I finally got a job.

Chatted a little with my aunt just now about my cousin, her son, buying a flat. Then she asked me a shocking question, ''Ni gen Kenny yao ji shi mai fang zi?'' I was like ''Huh?! Wo men dou hai mei you da suan yao jie hun.'' Although I've always wanted to get married but at the age of 22? Still long leh. I wanna get married at 28 can... Maybe by then I got new boyfriend liao leh? Hahaha... Want me to get married now also can, my fiance must be able to pay for a 500k flat in cash!

So, to everyone who keeps asking when Kenny and I are going to get married. Sorry to disappoint you. Not anytime soon. Yes, although we have been together like for the past 5 years plus, it does not mean that we have to get married anytime soon. Sorry if you are disappointed. But if you are getting married, I will be please to attend your wedding.

To end, here is a picture of happier days with no money and marriage problems.

To the someone who has been avoiding me online, be it on purpose or not. I don't know what you have been thinking but if you really think that you will feel better if we not talk to each other then I won't make the initiative to start a conversation with you either. I am just counting the days till we officially not speak to each other anymore. If you want it this way then so be it.

With truck loads of kisses to everyone...

I'VE GAINED WEIGHT!!!

I am so fat now. I just feel like slicing the fats off me. Feeling so terribly full of hatred for myself. I should have ate a little lesser chocolates, snack alot lesser, jog a little more. Aaaarrrggghhh!! It just feels so frustrating knowing that I could have prevented weight gain. The feeling totally sucks big time. I am now a long way away from my near-to-perfect 38kg and now I am freaking 42kg!! WTF!! I was half praying that the weighing scale was like wrong but I really doubt it is.

I should just drink more water and eat one meal a day. I freaking ate Macdonalds meal last Thrusday just cos I got a craving for it and I am really full of regrets for my action (and its cos darling missed the exit to the Bak Kut Teh stall - you are the devil!!).

Just feeling totally irritated with myself.

My arms are just oozing with fats and my thighs... I'm just not going to talk about it. Darling took a picture of me with my humongous thighs in the foreground. So bloody insensitive lo. It just makes me feel worst than I already am feeling. Then he wanted to take a picture of me and forced me not to tilt me head. I have to tilt my head cos if not all the fats on my cheeks will be in the picture!

I probably guess that some of you who are erm... heavier than 42kg are possibly cursing and swearing at me right now, but its DIFFERENT!! You guys are taller than me. Anyway, I think I better end here before I get beaten up.

To end, here is a picture of me with my tilted face. Less fat cheeks. This picture still has fat cheeks but not as much as if I were to have it taken full front. Plus, it hides double chin well enough.

With lots of hugs (no hard feelings k?)

WEEKENDS

Ever since I stopped working, the weekends has always been the same. Staying at home, watching movies after movies, series after series. I fell in love deeply with HOUSE, for those of you who have not caught a scene of HOUSE, please do. It is highly recommended. Then the other would be Pushing Daisies. It is not a bad show. Rather cute sets and graphics. Not much of a story though but still highly recommended.

I spent my Saturday with Darling at Suntec City and Marina Square, visited the TANGS sale at the Suntec Convention Hall. It wasn't exactly much of a sale, if I might say. However, I still got myself, or rather darling got me a pair of shoes and a nice top to start me off work. I also managed to get myself a dress which is in my latest loved colour, light grey.


Darling's cousin had a healthy baby boy, Rayden, last Friday and it really is the smallest thing I can relate to besides baby hamsters. It was still flushed red because it came out only an hour before we got a glimpse of him. Having your baby at Thomson Medical Centre is, in my dictionary, one of the luxuries of life. The room is pratically like a hotel and no worries because of the top notch doctor who will be servicing you. Well, the price as well is rather reasonably top notched as well.

Anyway, I will be starting on my new job coming Monday. Not too sure yet if it is a good thing or a bad thing. But I guess everything else is a good thing because I finally got off my butt and moved on to doing something much more useful besides sleeping.

With lots of love...

A NEW BEGINNING

It has been less than a few hours since I last put up the post ranting about how I have not managed to find myself a job in months. However, I am now officially employed. Got a job that pays fine and a job scope that I guess could suit me rather well.

I do have some doubts however but I guess they are just caused by my non-existent enthusiasm to go back into the working world. I have been slacking every single day for the past four months and I guess it just makes it rather hard for me to get off my arse and get back to work.

Never mind about work for now. I went to collect my graduation gown yesterday and I am glad that the braid of my gown is a bright pink.It is better than the dull purple that the other course got. Therefore I am happy with it. My graduation with the Chummies has been long anticipated. I'm just glad that I have my closest girls with me on graduation.

With loads of kisses

NEW FETISH

Unknowingly, I realised that I had a new fetish with dolls. Not just plain dolls. But Blythe Dolls. For those who do not know about Blythe Dolls, here is a little background knowledge on who they are...

"Manufactured by Kenner in 1972, the original Blythe (now known as "vintage") was produced for only one year and then was retired because of poor sales.
For 28 years, Blythe was a curiosity that only doll collectors were interested in.Then, in late 2000, she made her comeback in Japan when CWC produced a charming TV commercial for Parco department store starring Blythe. After the TV spotlight she became an overnight sensation in Japan and Asia.
In June 2001, to meet the popular demand of this new Blythe fanbase, CWC produced an 11 inch neo-Blythe doll, Parco Limited Edition, with the permission of Hasbro and the manufacturing help of Takara.
Since that launch, 62 and still counting! editions of neo-Blythe dolls have been produced. A year later, a 4 1/2 inch version of the Neo-Blythe was invented, titled "Petite Blythe" and affectionately called "Pucci". By the spring of 2006, there have been 100 and still counting! editions of the Petite Blythe doll produced.
Nowadays, Blythe's photogenic style can also be found gracing countless accessories and stationary goods the world over."

Totally love the 11-inch ones. However, not many places in Singapore sells Blythe and if they do, the price is out of this world (for me that is). Guess I will only be able to treat myself to one when I get my pay. Have yet to find myself a job, will definitely be starting one before the end of this month. I'm just praying hard that the next choice I make would be a correct one.

I just want to say a huge thank you to Kang Kang for giving me a call from Australia. Glad that you are doing fine. But I do seriously miss you and I do still hate you for leaving without dinner.

My chummies whom I have not met in a rather long time, sorry for not being able to meet up with you guys during the last round of dinner. I will arrange another one again and I do hope that nothing crops up and that all of us will be able to sit down and dine at 'Ma La Huo Guo'.

To the darling who has been sick and have yet to recover, remember to take your medication on time and always remember to drink more water.

With much love to everyone.